I haven't updated in a while. I think? Mostly cuz I have too much to say. I'm just gonna cut most of it tho cuz to be quite honest I don't think anyone cares anyway.

I'm very excited for the next 2 weeks. I don't want them to pass yet tho. Like with the last 2 week, I spent so much time anticipating and it ended so quickly. I hate the day after. For pretty much everything awesome that happens, the day after blows.

I use "tho" to much.

There's a possibility Ricky is gonna be the coolest kid in his kindergarden class this year. I might take him to the atl show Tuesday but I'm not sure yet. He's technically 5 and I've seen kids at shows before, I'd just feel weird standing there with him. I don't know, I really wanna go but that's the only way I can.

Btw, happy 4th of july everyone. Here are the lyrics to one of my favorite american pride songs.


I want to pledge allegiance to the country where I live
I don't want to be ashamed to be American
But opportunity no, it don't exist
It's the opiate of the populace
We need some harder shit now
The truth is getting around
And each public school is a halfway house
Where the huddled masses sober up and up enough There's not enough to fatten the cows
And feed all of us
It's just a rationing of luck
What can't be bought gets raffled off
Oh God good God shed greed on thee
Your shining sea turned a dirty green
From the industry off the shores of New Jersey
I got a letter from the army
So I think that I'll enlist
I'm not brave or proud of nothing
I just want to kill something
Too bad that now-a-days you just point and click Swing low satellite
Hot white chariot
In the computer's blue glare
The bombs burst in the air
There was a city once now nothing is there
Our freedom comes at their expense
It makes sense, does it? Dollars and cents
They're stretching barbed wire across the picket fence
That is surrounding your housing development
Just in case you lack the confidence
Oh God my God give strength to thee
These amber waves purple majesty
Are nothing but backdrops for Disney
We'll look up close
It is superimposed on a blank blue screen
It is fantasy fucking magical
The dreams floats like a chemical
Through each snapped synapse our television past That is beautiful no more no more


This worlds a piece of shit.
True facts.